I can't stop thinking about feeling you on my lips. You've been a part of my life for many years now, and although this is hard for me to say, i never want you in my hands again. You've been with me through heartache, and lonely times, you've been by my side, and calmed me down over and over again…you were always there. Like any other time I've walked away from something i love.. i have a headache, and i crave you, and i still want you and long for you. My hands shake … I'm resisting.
Compared to most relationships like this.. we've only been together a short time, but i know you and I aren't meant to be, and 3 years is to long. There's no need to drag this out any longer than it needs to be.
You made me believe I needed you to get by, you're the worst kind of love. You manipulated me into thinking i needed you there in order to succeed, or celebrate, relax and unwind. You took my money, and you told me that together, we could conquer anything.
The idea of facing this world without you is an idea i am still uneasy about…But, eventually the memory of you will fade, & I won't be able to remember why i wanted you this much, and held on so desperately for so long.
We should end this peacefully before any body gets hurt.
I hope you understand why I'm doing this.
Sincerely,
Amanda
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