No need to cry
Just close your eyes.
Life is short. Soon,
You and your sufferings will die.
Being emotional does not equate to being suicidal or problematic or simply crazy/nuts/loose-up-there. It is only a in-born special ability to feel more than a perfect, or way-too-perfect human, to feel into the crux of everything, people, incident.. Many stay away from such out-of-the-norm weirdos because they don't accept unpredictable and unreasonable doings or changes in these creeps. To me, they just don't understand how we function differently.
I believe these 'weirdos' have a greater sensitivity towards almost everything. Though I still can't be sure which group of humans I fall into, yet from people's eyes – a mysterious door leading to their deep-thoughts, I would say – it's unavoidable to perceive that – once they get intimate with me and knowing the inner, truthful Meiyu, it leads to lighting up of the neon, flashing warning sign "KEEP CLEAR" in their minds – they aren't drifting away from me to seek shelter from others to keep me away.
Left out, aloof, I'll always be.
I will not whine, for I'm used to it. Besides, me soul is capable of spliting itself up into creating another me to keep me company.
I will not cry, for I lose nothing from being lonely. In contrast, I gain soothe for my heart with the melodious silence. No screamings, fightings, hurling of rude…
I will close my eyes, for I know I'm stranded in a place named 'nowhere', so nothing exists. But I have power over my imagination, and nothing, not even reality beats imagination. Imagination will never die, but reality…
And I know,
Someday I will die.
Adieu
Meiyu
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