Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesus. Show all posts

Monday, June 22, 2009

Y SALI A BUSCAR EL AMOR


Hace mucho tiempo escuche hablar del amor, entonces me dije:”El amor ha de ser importante “. Y salí a buscar el amor, me puse a preguntar, y me decían muchos que está aquí, y otros que estaban más allá. Y me encontré con personas que decía conocer al amor, pero que a mi no me parecía.

Había quienes se inclinaban ante astros, otros ante imágenes, y le rendían cultos y también ofrendas, Pero no veía ni sentía ninguna respuesta. Algunas personas hablaban del amor pero en sus vidas veía todo lo contrario. La sonrisa se convertía en conflicto y literalmente batallas. Y todo parecía al principio como lleno de amor pero yo no veía el amor verdadero, eran como espejismos todo aparente.

Visite también, palacios, castillos y lejanos monasterios que luego me pareció lugares fríos y desiertos. Entonces, estaba convencido que no había amor en la tierra, y en el mundo se hablaba de paz, felicidad, de solidaridad pero yo veía guerra, ambiciones, entonces me sentí desilusionado.

Caminé de regreso, tropecé y me caí y parecía que perdía la conciencia. Cuando desperté, a mi lado estaba una persona de muchos años, su piel estaba arrugada y sus ojos se veían pequeñitos. Entonces me dije. “Seguro que me he muerto ¿Que es todo esto? “

Y trate de levantarme pero una voz aunque ronca y a la vez misteriosamente suave y calida me dijo:
- No te apures a levantar, descansa un poco. Seguro has andado distraído, tus pies han olvidado tus pasos y te has venido a caer encima de una piedra. Cuando te encontré estabas sangrando y estabas inconsciente, hubo mucho gente a tu alrededor, unos decían que estabas borracho, ¿que hacías aquí? Otros decían “seguro es un ladrón y alguien le ha dado su merecido”. Otros decían : “ es un vago cualquiera y si no es un tonto, es un loco”. Otros vinieron y te robaron y cuando ya no tenías nada de valor, la gente comenzaron a perder interés y se fueron alejando, algunos incluso te patearon antes de irse pero dijeron: “ Seguro, tienes un mal ,porque hiciste mal recibes tu merecido”.
Y fue entonces que te rescaté, pude alejarlos y decirles:“Que tu eres mi hermano, que yo era tu hermano mayor”, pero igual me gritaron “tu debes ser su padre, o su abuelo, todo decrepito como te ves, o seguro eres su cómplice “, y también me insultaron pero luego se fueron . Algunos perros miraron y se acercaron a ti y te olieron y como sabían que no estabas muerto, siguieron su camino. Entonces yo me quede aquí, limpiando tus heridas y te cuide,¿Porque muchos te hicieron mas daño? Descansa un poco. ¿Que andarías buscando? ¿De que lugar saliste a correr?

Yo me sentía un poco triste, un poco tonto y bastante adolorido, y casi no pude responder, pero me volvió a preguntar. Y como muestra de agradecimiento, yo le dije:
- Mire lo que me paso, yo salí a buscar el amor, y estoy tirado en el piso con la cabeza rota y adolorido, y humillado.

Entonces, el me llevo y sus ojos pequeñitos me parecían dos gotas de cristal y en su piel sonrosada, yo pude ver algo más allá que no alcanzaba a comprender. Pues había en este ser: compasión, sencillez y humildad. Entonces me fui incorporando y me levante y le dije: “gracias”. Ahora me regreso a mi casa ya se que no hay amor, en ninguno lugar encontré.

Pero el me dijo:
- El amor claro que el amor existe, es eterno y maravilloso.

Pero yo ya no quería escuchar demasiado. ¿Que hacia yo parado frente a un tonto anciano? que además había dicho que era mi hermano . Me sentí avergonzado, entonces, quería agradecerle, y el lo comprendió. Me quiso dar la mano o darme un abrazo quizás para alentarme pero yo no tenia nada que darle, todo me lo habían robado y no había visto mi billetera ni mi reloj ni mis zapatos, así como estaba quería verdaderamente salir corriendo, y al tratar de apurarme me dolió mucho el cuerpo y la cabeza.

Y el me dijo
Ándate ya, que pronto te repondrás

Yo dibuje una media sonrisa y le dije gracias. Y luego grite “el amor no existe” Y aquellos ojos cansados, se me hicieron como dos estrellas únicas en la oscuridad de la noche. Y me dijo como si lo supiera como si en verdad lo entendiese: “el amor si existe” y me dijo también;
- Es porque estas buscando en un lugar equivocado, en la gente equivocada. Pero ten fe, porque el amor de verdad existe.

Yo no tuve más que decir, y alcance a preguntarle su nombre.

Y el me contestó con una voz ronca pero suave, que la sentí tan vasta y eterna. Me dijo:
Mi nombre es Jesús.

En ese momento como si un rayo me atravesara todo el cuerpo, pude ver en aquella acción su humildad, su compasión, el me había cuidado, el me había defendido, el había estado allí cuando todos me despreciaron. Cerré los ojos por un instante, y cuando lo volví a abrir el ya no estaba. Mire a todo mi alrededor y estaba todo lo demás pero el ya no se hallaba.

Entonces, regrese a mi casa, me limpié, me aseé y me senté a reflexionar, y me dije:
El amor si existe es entonces eterno, infinito, y compasivo, y tenia un nombre que esta por encima de todos los nombres, el amor verdadero se llama Jesús.
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Testimony of the Wonders of Lord Jesus – Ms. Sandra D’souza (Bombay) Letter –2

Praise the Lord JESUS. Alleluia.

Dear Friend ,

Thanks for your Precious time. I was telling you I was at Tabor ashram (retreat center) and during this one session that I attended on a Saturday the Priests in Tabor were constantly giving word of Knowledge concerning healing of my leg. When it was Rev. Fr. Joseph’s turn to proclaim Gods word, he kept repeating again and again that God is healing and strengthening somebody’s left leg. All those with Leg Problem stood one by one, but I did not stand. Fr. Joseph was so sure that in that particular gathering there was somebody still sitting and that one person God is waiting for, to stand. Then he looked straight towards the place where I was sitting and said in a voice of authority “Even if your legs are paining, please stand”. I stood and then he said all those who have problems in their legs “Please come out and stand in front of the Blessed Sacrament”. I went and Father came down and asked me what was wrong and prayed over me with the Crucifix he had in his hand. He was very sure that God had touched my leg and that something definitely had happened. I went and sat down back in my place. I knew that Father was aware of it and at the same time, God would not allow me to get back home without me testifying. Jesus said, many people in this congregation are expecting miracles to take place overnight, I want them to hear from your mouth of how I am healing you slowly but surely for the past 35 years. Tell them not to get disappointed and disheartened. Looking at the huge crowd I was getting nervous. But I said to myself let the people finish testifying and then I will go and testify towards the end. I went and I testified. That was the beginning. God has been healing me and giving word of Knowledge every time I go to Tabor of healing my legs. When I prayed for the healing of my right leg so that I will be able to stand without any problem for Gods glory. God immediately gave a word of Knowledge. God confirmed the message. I was able to lift my right leg up and down with Gods mighty power and for the first time in my life even after sitting on the chair. I felt as if I was running on my legs. I attended a retreat in Tabor Ashram and there my left leg grew out. I was feasting at the table of the Almighty God with divine Mana from heaven. God further confirmed the same when I attended a mission given by Rev. Fr. Rufus Pereira. When Father was praying over me for the first time I was running on both my feet holding on to the hand of one of my friend. For me it was no longer my friend, but I somehow saw JESUS hold my hand and he was running with me and he kept saying, today Satan is crushed under your feet. This is the power of the fervent Prayers you have prayed so faithfully for me. Thank you so much for all your Prayers. Will write to you more. God is my everything and I will say nothing even if he does not heal me. As a human being when I experience certain things, tears will fall from my eyes as I gaze towards my hero who gave his all for me on Calvary’s Cross begging for strength and power to survive the present situations and problems. I know he says, my grace is sufficient for you. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Sandra D’Souza



Testimony of the Wonders of Lord Jesus – Ms. Sandra D’souza (Bombay) Letter - 1


Praise the Lord JESUS. Alleluia.

Dear Friend,

Let me write to you why I have come so close to the living God and why I trust in him. As a baby of 11 months old I got this sickness of Polio with all the doses being given to me and I was rushed to the hospital in a serious condition. The doctors did all that they could and finally left me to die. During this time as my mummy prayed with tears in her eyes asking God to keep me alive, a Priest by the name Rev. Fr. Edgar D'souza known to my mummy and her family who had then just come down from Lourdes got the news that I was dying and he walked into the hospital room with holy water and mud bought from Lourdes and he put it in my mouth and instantly I opened my eyes. My mummy was very happy that the Almighty God had given new life to her daughter but sad that I had lost the use of my legs. But my mummy did not give up. She kept taking me for Prayers from one place to another and the Almighty God honoured her prayers, tears & sacrifices and the Prayers and tears and sacrifices of all those who prayed for me.

I remember, I was taken for Prayers to a Priest named Rev. Fr. A. V. D’souza and as he prayed over me along with his team , my left leg which was declared to be dead by the doctors started vibrating under the power of the Almighty God to such an extent that the Priest stopped his prayers and said to my mummy, your daughter will not walk until and unless you forgive the person who is responsible for this. But my mummy did not give up. She continued taking me for Prayers .The Almighty God started touching my legs and strengthening my feet, although no external manifestations were seen. After this I was carried and taken to a Priest named Rev. Fr. Jonathan Dias and he started Fasting and Praying over me every Saturday. God started manifesting his mighty power in and through the Prayers of this anointed Priest who was involved in the ministry of healing and deliverance. God Almighty had mercy on me and he took away my Stomach Belt, Waist Belt, my Crutches and my right Leg Calipers away. Today I am wearing a Caliper only for my left leg from thigh downwards. Today with a big Smile on my lips I can say, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”. I have no regrets as my sickness and my Sufferings have drawn me closer and closer to the Almighty God. Many a times the Almighty God has left his throne in heaven only to meet the needs of someone like me who is so dear to him. He has proved time and again that he is alive and that he cares for me. Deep down in my heart I just know that God will never let me down no matter what happens. I will relate to you in my other mails how God has come to my aid from time to time each time I was in trouble.

Sandra D’Souza